SERIOUSLY ?! JUST BE HONEST MAN!
Posted: Jumat, 16 Desember 2011 by Tyara Way in Label: numpang curhat boleh?
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Maaf mau
numpang curhat yang banyaaaaaaaaaaak J .
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You
know what .. I do , I really want to share everything with you, like a best
friends always do , such as sharing. but
the question is : do you have a time for it (for me) ? ! :’/ .
Why I asked it? Cause I think you just ignored or don’t want to talk to
me .
For the simple sample is : when I asked you about something, you just
response it really short , yes very very short and you seldom to asked back now.
* it seems like a yes or no questions all of my question -_- what a pitty me. Eventhought that’s the way I
care for you , I guess.
I DON’T KNOW WHY I LOVE YOU, I DON’T
KNOW THE REASONS. JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU :’( .
That’s not ‘GOMBAL’ ! .
I try to posthing , maybe you’re just busy with what the hell you doing.
Eventhought I don’t know what you do. Cause its not rarely when I asked you : ‘hey what r u doing? J ‘ AND YOU DON’T RESPONSE IT.. -_- I don’t know what is the reasons that you do to me? .
is my activity are disturb you?! Eventhought i
just say hello? J *I pulling up my breath* . I know you are busy when the work time, but in another time
it also happens. I don’t know if this
your REAL habbit or you are just ignored me now :’) , you’re so different from the started . SO PLEASE BE HONEST! TELL
ME YOUR REASONS EVENTHOUGHT THAT’S GONNA HURTING ME J .
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Perhaps,
everythings that I do its not important for you , like my daily routins, and
another activity. so you just rarely to asked and response me eventhought that’s just the simple questions . I just try
to posthing , but idk its ‘janggal’ you know..
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I
want to ‘tegas’ ! but I can’t get enough spirit or energy to do it -___- . or I
just feel lazy or afraid to do it? O_O . AHAHA I’TS FUNNY RIGHT? . so
this’s the ababil scene :-/ . I don’t know what the hell is going
on!!!!!
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Maybe
he has had another girl to share and do everythings L . JUST BE HONEST ABOUT THAT TO ME PLEASE!! (Y) .
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I’m so sorry and really regret
*apologize* , if I have many mistakes especially for you! , hopefully I will
not do the worst again (will not do it again). Amin . and I’m so sorry too if
this entry is ‘menyinggung lu banget’ and make you seakan2 yang salah. *I’m
sorry.
OH GHOST! WHAT THE FUCK
I’VE BEEN WRITING? .
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It’s
okay if I’m frontal here , it just let my heart
to scream loud.. cause no body cares here eventhought the person who I
mean for here :’( . I know he’ll rarely to responses and asked me :0 . so don’t
be worry.
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It’s
like I’m so dying here , weak! . yes I agrre.. I try to patient you know , and
it makes me hard to breath.
“I can’t speak.. I can’t make a sound
to somehow capture your attention, I’m starting at perfection .. Take a look at me so you can see , HOW
BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE!... You call me a stranger you say I am danger!.”
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My
next question : have you share yor story ? eventhough it just your daily
routins, your funny –special- or the interesting moment of the day? Maybe
its rarely! , and i have to asked you first right? :D . you
can share or tell me anything , don’t be
shy as we are like not know each other!.
Just tell me if you are haven’t believe in me! Eventhough I’ve believe in you. Maybe I can help you to
clean it all and make you trust me.
Regularly , when I asked you and you’re reply it, and then I reply it again, you just don’t
reply it and don’t do it back as I do. I don’t know why? -__- .
You know what? , I ever think that
you don’t need me anymore.. you just need ‘somethink’ from me -__- ß- - *clear this scene!
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I just need you to clean all of this shit ! eventhough it’s gonna make me
hurt, but it’s okay .. just tell me the truth with the honest reasons J . I’ll waiting for your
response.
YOU START TO KILL ME IF YOU DON’T
GIVE A RESPONSES FOR ALL OF THIS SHIT THAT I’VE SHARED!!
JUST BE HONEST!
“Have you believe me as
I believe you?”
That’s my last questions.
J thanks for read J
J tyara’s project J
J I love you all J